Errr...Uggggh....AHHH!!!!! So many things going through my head and yet nothing I can or want to post for public viewing. I can only say that I'm relying on the belief that God works all things out for good...ALL things! I feel overtired, overdrawn, and impatient with life and my tolerance for ignorance is gone. Brutal isn't it?
It's sometimes hard to find the beauty in life with all the muck of current events clouding its' presence. I know it's there...I've seen the beauty before...but sometimes it's hiding and I need to dust off and re-polish a few things to see it.
It's cold and rainy again today which doesn't make the job of finding beauty very easy but it does bring to light that everything, like rain, has a time. Ecclesiastes chapter 3 reminds me that God is OK with everything having its' time.....even hating and casting stones!
I've been casting a lot of stones lately. As I mentioned before, I'm tired of ignorance. I rarely watch the news because it's ignorance's breeding ground. I'm sick of every network from ABC to CNN because they either point out the atrocities of this sick and twisted world we live in or they confirm by simply opening their mouths that most of our global news is through the views of ignorant liberals. It is for this very reason that I avoid most news...even local and weather. I figure I can look out the window and see the weather and as far as local news goes...well...Matt always updates me on new news issues because his computer is set to open up to news on the homepage....definitely not for me!
In spite of depressing news and being angry at liberal news anchors, I have usually been able to shake the gloom and doom disposition and move on but lately I just can't. I hope Jesus comes soon and judges them all on everything from killing babies to killing one of the last Christian countries around. Oh well...time to go dust and re-polish a little more.
It's sometimes hard to find the beauty in life with all the muck of current events clouding its' presence. I know it's there...I've seen the beauty before...but sometimes it's hiding and I need to dust off and re-polish a few things to see it.
It's cold and rainy again today which doesn't make the job of finding beauty very easy but it does bring to light that everything, like rain, has a time. Ecclesiastes chapter 3 reminds me that God is OK with everything having its' time.....even hating and casting stones!
I've been casting a lot of stones lately. As I mentioned before, I'm tired of ignorance. I rarely watch the news because it's ignorance's breeding ground. I'm sick of every network from ABC to CNN because they either point out the atrocities of this sick and twisted world we live in or they confirm by simply opening their mouths that most of our global news is through the views of ignorant liberals. It is for this very reason that I avoid most news...even local and weather. I figure I can look out the window and see the weather and as far as local news goes...well...Matt always updates me on new news issues because his computer is set to open up to news on the homepage....definitely not for me!
In spite of depressing news and being angry at liberal news anchors, I have usually been able to shake the gloom and doom disposition and move on but lately I just can't. I hope Jesus comes soon and judges them all on everything from killing babies to killing one of the last Christian countries around. Oh well...time to go dust and re-polish a little more.
